Like any other child my life was quite normal. My school study was going well, I had a relationship with the Lord. I had 2 brothers and one sister, my father was a tradesman. The storms of life began to blow over the family! My older brother had a car crash, my father spent all his money trying to save his life unfortunately, he died, my father passed away after a while!

My older brother is mentally disturbed, he killed my youngest sister, buried her under the house stairs. He was arrested and imprisoned in the hospital` prison for 9 years then my brother died!

Since I saw them extracted my younger sister`s body from under house` stairs; I couldn’t be able to forget that scene. I reached a devastating condition which lead me to drop my school study.

I was in pain, took in drugs to calm my agony and my fears! I went to work to earn my living, as a result of what I put myself into, I stole from my work, my house to pay for drugs!

I always blamed God for what had happened to our family. I went in deep depression; I couldn’t handle life! 

But through the church recovery ministry, they sent me to the recovery mountain’s house. There, I met  the real me, I recognized my inner illness, I learnt how to talk to my thoughts, i enjoyed the love of the group, I felt the care of the minsters.  

I like prayer and worship time, always I receive peace in heart and mind, I’ve learned that if we stay blaming God for what happened in our life then, we are choosing to stay away from Him and if we surrender to him, then we choose to draw near!